Post Croatia 2: Waking from a dream....

This place suffocates me. The merciless pressure, my lungs burn, my heart aches, my eyes water yet no one notice, for in this place that is my status quo, that is the only me people know and remember that other me was just a moment of temporary sanity. One that i will now spend countless years trying to rediscover. Like Adam searching for paradise on Earth, but after knowing the real thing nothing short of paradise itself would suffice.